Post by XPitter on Dec 20, 2009 3:34:55 GMT -5
Dec 13, 2009 13:20:37 GMT -5 @drblood said:
It's not that anybody on that board actually likes you anyway so I suppose it doesn't matter.I tried to not let it (Dr Bloods accurate observation) get to me, but I couldn't help it.
Thus I deleted my Deadpit account and now am going to wander the Earth like Cain.
Good show Doc. Good show. People were always luke warm with me on that forum, and though I sincerely enjoy Deadpit, I feel I was the guy at every party- the guy no-one really talks to or wants to know. I admit openly that I attacked you to help integrate myself with the Deadpit people, and I failed. I failed.
I really wanted to be a Dickjoy or a Runk, but I was always third class and unliked. Not many responded to my posts, no-one invited me to chat. I wasn't even a Jason Payne. I don't like metal, I'm a bit of a smart ass. None of this helped. I'm not American or knowledgeable in US convention stuff, so what the hell was I doing on a yank board trying to be popular? I've been thinking about what you said for days, trying to deny the facts. But you were telling the truth. Hell, I even latched onto you when you were riding the wave of popularity there. And Scrote- I never hated you either. I was a Deadpit wallflower. I was unliked. As if Dickjoy could ever forgive me for slagging his religion. As if the Deadpitters could ever trust me after the shit that went down with Hydro. Oh well. My unpopularity is now something I don't have to contend with. It's over. My Deadpit Forum days are over. No more pretending to be one of the boys.
I'm not going to say sorry for shit I've said, because lets face it, this is the internet and it'd be stupid for any of us to focus on such inane crap.
Farewell.
P2C
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